How many times can you open an old wound?
You see, I don't think mine were ever stitched up properly...
I went to the doctor to get a lump checked out.
They said something about "minor surgery"
I'm fine now,
but I can't help but wish it would have been more drastic.
Really, I'm serious about that.
I wish it would have been more drastic,
and that it would have taken me longer to recover.
Then all of this pain would make sense.
How many times can you open an old wound?
How much physical pain comes from emotional trauma?
A lot my dear friends,
a lot.
"Then all of this pain would make sense."
ReplyDeleteAmazing. Heartbreaking. The beginning, the middle, the end. There is so much weight and pain in your words.